I am finding my re-engagement with the trolls makes me feel cheap and dirty and it's more unedifying than it is fun. Fun that it is. I guess you can even outgrow that kind of thing if you get old enough and age with the numbers instead of just letting those pile up as you remain a punk.
I'm going back to Hans Kung and his trilogy of books I excerpted from over the Easter season. Maybe it will have a positive influence on me, imagine how bad I'd get if I wasn't trying. And it's how I've found I can best cope with what's going on. Pointless cynicism is certainly useless, talking about things you outgrow if you make yourself grow up.
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